My ground.

Friday, December 25, 2009 11:08 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS READERS!!!

I went to Malaysia today, not intending to buy anything after a fight and quarrel with my mum. But I ended up with bags, hoodies, shirts and tanktops. Too bad I didn't buy any shorts... Haha it was a exhausting but still, fun-filled trip! 8D How's your's?

I wanted to go iceskating to get into the christmas mood but well, my sis got her toenail removed so no iceskating or whatsoever. Anyway, I recommend an anime- Kampfer. (; Merry merry christmas and a happy new year!

Saturday, December 19, 2009 5:56 PM

내 첫 B.F.F

당신은 아직도 날 기억하니

왜 내 앞에서 긴장한 표정 보이니

당신이 나를 만나기 훨씬 좋으세요

왜 당신이 순간부터 당신의 눈은 내게로 설정했다 부끄러운 설정되어입니까

당신이 너무 당황 스럽지만 그런 가요

그래서, 당신이 나와 함께 할 아무것도하고 싶지 않아

좋아요

나는 알고있습니다

정말 죄송 해요

나는 당신을 멀리한다

그건 약속

Thursday, December 17, 2009 10:03 PM

Wow wow wow... What wonders excite me still?

Yo, earthlings, Jean aka child of the sea is back. ok inside joke. Jean wasted half of her holidays doing nothing except sleeping, watching drama (East Of Eden) and movies. Played little sports, growing longer especially in the belly area (hoizontally HA!), and weighed two pound more each week. No one really asked her out for fun like cycling, movies, sports, bowling or whatsoever. But she enjoyed with her relationship with her family growing better every single day. She finally belonged to a place, one she longed to stay even though at times she grew sick of it :D

Seriously, the one typing here is narrating her life in a third person view. Haha its dumb but it feels much amazing to blog like that. You guys should try it too. She is suddenly into choir stuff, despite hating it for years. She misses the way she could shift out of her humanity when she loses herself in voices mixing together with pefect harmony. Maybe she'll consider choir again in Junior College given she could get into one. Jean feels more and more insecure about how well she did in the Olevels. She realized she thought too highly of herself, thinking that she can get into a JC definitely. Well I'm not so sure for her but I pity her for worrying over that when everyone else is having a damn good time. Self-pity doesn't do anyone good. It just drowns oneself in unhappiness. I know it sounds lame for you reading it, but lol I'm enjoying getting confused with more and more characters appearing in this crap when they are just me. OH what am I bullshitting about?

Jean is hooked up with books. Books piled up so high that it burys her - swallows her time and make her happy because she doesn't need to mull over friends stuff which at times, suffocates her. She finishes books at a rate of 1perday. She is waiting for her cousin to come back from Egypt so she can lay her hands on Harry Potter books (she wonders if he will get a souvenir for her). HAHA

Ok fine I'm tired of using third-person narrative style. I bet its stupid and tiring for you to read too. Sorry~ Promising myself to shed my emo self away, cast loneliness away, I stand free now. (: Felt apologetic to friends I 'betrayed' before. You can call me a 'traitor' if that makes you feel better. God I'll be bored at the end of Dec. Fel's leaving for Taiwan. Haha mum promised me a trip overseas, but its lucid that it would be Malaysia. HMMMMM...

Jean.

*YES ICESKATING NEXT WEEK. I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO IT! WHOOTS