My ground.

Friday, February 5, 2010 11:24 PM

When I saw you in me, I just cried.

Parma, we belong together now, forever united here somehow. I got a piece of you and honestly my life would suck without you. I see our beginnings, our icebreaking, all of our laughter, all of the fun we had, the special moments, the cheering, the bonding, the togetherness in us playing repeatedly in my head and I'd turn lachrymose. I can't quite seem to stop checking back to make myself remember the memories of Parma, with me and you, because I don't want them to fray like the edges of the worn out pages where I used to write down our moments. It would all be different if any of you are not in PARMA because all of you are so unique and gregarious that each and every one of you contributed lots of fun and joy to PARMA. It was an unparalleled experience to be part of the best OG of the best alliance - Tritone, and it was unequivocally remarkable. The memories are ineffable because with you all and me included, all grey skies would brighten up. When we split, and the melancholy sinks in, I don't know what strength I am going to have to hold on. I don't want to plod through my JC1 life without my parmans lighting up my day.

I cannot convey my feelings lucidly in a lexical way. I tried to find the words but they don’t come out right. There are so many things that I want to say but I can’t express them right and they just implode in my heart. I just want you to know, that I truly love you all and I will never let you all go. When they told me you all had to go, I hear the shatter of my heart ringing in my ears. I want us to stay together, FOREVER. We might come from different places, we might have different capabilities. But now we come together as one, united and strong, to overcome all obstacles. I feel it in my adrenaline rush that we have bonded so deeply, and that nothing will ever tear us apart. Keep going, PARMA.

Here we are, seven days and seven nights of fruitful tries. I just thought that I want to let you know; that I don’t want to let all of you go because I know that my dreams would be empty from the day you all slipped away. I don’t want to wait till it’s too late to tell all of you that I love PARMA. There would be a thousand more regrets unravelling cause all that’s left has gone away and there’s nothing there for us to do. If you all were here right now, I swear, I'd tell you this; let’s just stay together forever and plan to make it till forever.

We were strangers, starting out on a journey. Never dreaming, what we’d have to go through and how our dreams would come true. Now here we are, unafraid of the future- I’m suddenly standing at the beginning with all of you. No one told me, I was going to find you all. Unexpected, what you all did to my heart. When I lost hope, you all were there to remind me that this is the start. I want to keep going on with you, parmans, and my love is like a river that I want to keep flowing. Our lives are on the same road now and it would be a forever wonderful journey. We’ll be there when the world stops turning; we’ll be there when the storm is through, in the end I want to be standing at the beginning with you.

Have you ever needed something so bad that you can’t sleep at night? Because one day I woke up and found that I’m missing you all. And my heart starts to wonder if we can maintain it this way. I love you all so much that I’d do anything to make you all understand. I closed my eyes and dreamed that you all were there. I don’t want to go on without all of you and I’d never planned to do so. Shadows are bleeding through the light where our strength and love shined so bright. And when you’re not here, I’m close to tears only because you all are always here. I really miss all of you, and there's something I got to say. The things we did; the things we said keep coming back to me and make me smile again. You all showed me the best of you and everything that's good in me I owe to you. Though the distance that will be between us later may seem to be too far, it will never separate us because deep inside, I know you all are never gone; never far - in my heart is where you are. Always close, everyday, every step along the way. Even though for now we've got to say goodbye, I know you all would be forever in my life. If there's one thing I believe, it’s that we will be together somewhere down the road again.

We're not alone; together we stand, we'll be by your side and you know we'll take your hands. So keep holding on because you know we'll make it through. Just stay strong because you know we’re here for you. There's nothing I can say, nothing I can do - there's no other way when it comes to the truth. So let’s just have faith and try our best to bond. I’m taking pictures in my mind so I can save them for a rainy day, before it's too late and this could all disappear; before the doors close, this comes to an end.

Let's not allow the advent PDG grouping tear us apart; let's remain unabated. We should meet up frequently enough to catch up with each other, to invigorate our stressful and mundane life in JC1, which will suffice to make us stay bonded. We would kick-start OG outings like playing sports or studying sessions too so that within ourselves, we can extend our help to those who needs it. We would ferret out more ways to engage everyone but first and foremost, it is of paramount importance that we put in the effort to join in our activities to stay bonded. Even though our OG only had transient happiness and bonding time together, we can maintain united if we put our hearts into making it happen. (: I fervently encourage parmans to participate actively in OG activities while we still have the chance to and not fall by the wayside.

I want to extend my heartiest thanks to my OGLs -Cindy, MeiChia and Lynette, and I'd also want to mention that we will never forget the effort you all put in to bond with us. The care, concern, encouragement, love and warmth you gave us touched us deeply. We are grateful for you all trying your best in everything for us, going out of your way to liven up PARMA. I can't imagine what would become of us if our OGLs are not you three. I only know it wouldn't be as memorable and lovely as it is now. If you'd remember always, PARMA LOVES YOU ALL TO BITS.

Work hard parmans! It is a transition period to the really tough, packed and routine-like JC life and I hope all of you have the determination and not fizzle out after an excellent start in JC1 life. The life in AJC might tire us out but we shall work together as an OG (as well as OGLs) to the ultimate aim - A levels! Let's cheer!

PARMA, POWER POWER

PARMA, POWER POWER!

OH MY GOD~

PARMA, POWER POWER!

OH MY GOD~

GO~~~ PARMA!!!

Give me one parma clap!

*claps* PARMA!

*Without you, Parma will be incomplete.